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Monday, August 17, 2026

Moment of Oneness, August 19, 2026 - Prepared by Rosie Smead

Dr. Barbara Ann Holmes   

9/9/1943 - 10/15/2024


Zoom: https://us02web.zoom.us/j/81507551772
Meeting ID: 815 0755 1772
To connect by phone dial: 1-301-715-8592



OPENING PRAYER

Beloved Holy One, we give thanks for our spiritual visionary, Dr. Barbara Ann Holmes, who lived during our age and perceived far beyond what mysticism, community, justice, activism, liberation, and contemplation mean for us today. Shake us to our core with her insights, explanations, and energies to overcome the complex questions we struggle with today. Dr. Holmes, you are our beloved spiritual mother, professor, confessor, and interconnector to each other’s efforts on the journey. We appreciate assistance in our lives, Holy Mystery, as we seek support and encouragement. With the cosmic gratitude of Dr. Barbara Ann Holmes, we thank you for giving us a mirror mystic view of her life and works into the interconnectedness of all life. So be it. 



VIDEO 1   What is Contemplation?  Dr. Barbara Ann Holmes

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZBCs5pOEqwI   Center for Action and Contemplation 


REFLECTION 1   The Mystical Identity of Dr. Barbara Ann Holmes  

In essence, Holmes’ central teaching is that justice, healing, and transformation are possible only when we see ourselves as part of a sacred, interconnected cosmos, guided by contemplative wisdom and rooted in community. (Patheos) Dr. Barbara Ann Holmes was a mystical scholar and spiritual visionary for the 21st century. She left our world in 2024, and her memory is fresh in her many teaching videos, written works, lectures, homilies and letters. Her life’s work bridged mysticism, activism, and ecology, showing the sacred found in everyday life. Our often short-sighted, culturally impoverished, white, European history and interpretations of mystical Christianity have been rattled, as she brilliantly and gently shows us how to live out the Word of Jesus in our times in a significantly more diverse and inclusive way. She did not see time and space as limitations, but pushed us to find answers and inspiration beyond mental boundaries we have built for ourselves. 

She taught: “Every person has had a mystical experience. Maybe the seas have not parted, maybe they haven’t walked on water, but there have nevertheless been amazing miracles in our lives. We just haven’t shared them in community, so we don’t feel comfortable sharing them as individuals. I will tell you the basis of my personal mysticism so that you will consider yours….”

Dr. Barbara Holmes’ life arcs from learning from past family ancestors, through her own diverse educational experiences, being an educator herself, and off into the future guided by her understanding of contemporary cosmic consciousness. We will briefly view her teaching from three sources. First, she ensures we understand her ancestral underpinnings in her foundational study of African American contemplative mysticism, Joy Unspeakable, by way of her poetry. Second, Dr. Holmes shares with us inspiration on following the “Prophetic Path” to bring about our own and our community’s spiritual growth by healing the wounded village with crisis contemplation.  Mystical contemplation is really God’s presence experienced, whether alone or in community. Third, in “Race and the Cosmoswe reflect on how her spiritual and intellectual maturity gave her a wider, deeper view that enriches our searching lives.



JOY UNSPEAKABLE   A profound exploration of the mystical, contemplative spirituality deeply rooted in the African American church tradition and its far-reaching societal impact.

“Today’s wilderness can be found in bustling suburban and urban centers, on death row, in homeless shelters in the middle of the night, in the eyes of a hospice patient, and in the desperation of AIDS orphans in Africa and around the world. Perhaps these are the postmodern desert mothers and fathers. Perhaps contemplative spaces can be found wherever people skirt the margins of inclusion. Perhaps those whom we value least have the most to teach.”  p. 111

POEM 1    Dr. Barbara Ann Holmes

Joy Unspeakable

is not silent,

it moans, hums, and bends

to the rhythm of a dancing universe.

It is a fractal of transcendent hope,

a hologram of God’s heart,

a black hole of unknowing.

For our free African ancestors,

Joy Unspeakable is drum talk

that invites the spirits

to dance with us,

and tell tall tales by the fire.

For the desert Mothers and Fathers,

Joy Unspeakable is respite

from the maddening crowds,

and freedom from

“church” as usual.

For enslaved Africans during the

Middle Passage,

Joy Unspeakable is the surprise

of living one more day,

and the freeing embrace of death

chosen and imposed.

For Africans in bondage

in the Americas,

Joy Unspeakable is that moment of

mystical encounter

when God tiptoes into the hush arbor,

testifies about Divine suffering,

and whispers in our ears,

“Don’t forget,

I taught you how to fly

on a wing and a prayer,

when you’re ready,

let’s go!”

Joy Unspeakable is humming

“How I got over”

after swimming safely

to the other shore of a swollen Ohio river

when you know that you can’t swim.

It is the blessed assurance

that Canada is far,

but not that far.

For Africana members of the

“Invisible institution,” the

emerging black church,

Joy Unspeakable is

practicing freedom

while chains still chafe,

singing deliverance

while Jim Crow stalks,

trusting God’s healing

and home remedies,

prayers, kerosene,

and cow patty tea.

For the tap dancing, boogie woogie,

rap/rock/blues griots

who also hear God,

Joy Unspeakable is

that space/time/joy continuum thing

that dares us to play and pray

in the interstices of life,

it is the belief that the phrase

“The art of living”

means exactly what it says.



 

Griots, musical historians who preserve and transmit the oral traditions, 

history, and cultural values of their communities


“Given where we are, contemplative practices must do more than offer respite and space for retreat. We need healing practices and transformative responses to issues that continue to divide our society. The world is the cloister of the contemplative. There is no escape. Always the quest for justice draws one deeply into the heart of God. In this sacred interiority, contemplation becomes the language of prayer and the impetus for prophetic proclamation and action.”   Dr. BAH



VIDEO 2     Walking the Prophetic Path 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SMMf7dcWnZ4  


REFLECTION 2

Our world is exploding in crises of such proportions that we find ourselves at a loss in how to be healers. Instead of succumbing to overwhelming personal, cultural and national crises, Dr. Holmes reminds us that the Holy One is with us, “even unto the end of the age.” It is by taking the risks necessary to follow the “Prophetic Path” that we are called to pursue. She teaches that through crisis contemplation we receive the strength to walk on the troubled waters of our time, buoyed by the Spirit who descended on the Upper Room. She said: My scriptural context for immersing in crisis contemplation in community is we read in Scripture that in the Upper Room, the Spirit descended on the group, not just a single person.”  The communal contemplative practices of the black church provide an interpretive grid that synthesizes inner and outer cosmologies. It is the community and not the individual monastic that becomes the concern. The spiritual practices become public theology through acts of shared liturgical discernment. These acts of shared contemplation move individual mystical events from the personal and private toward the public and pragmatic. Accordingly, the inward journey transcends the private imagination to become an expanded communal testimony where we draw our strength.  Barbara A. Holmes


REFLECTION 3 

Race and the Cosmos, one of the last of Dr. Holmes’ gifts, can rearrange our idea that:

“Liberation is cosmic, interconnected, and embodied; contemplation is active and inclusive; joy is a spiritual and cultural force; and the integration of science, theology, and activism can transform both personal and collective life.”

“We respond to a deeply interdependent and responsive universe through shared experiences. This means that despite signs of postmodern fragmentation and the rise of radical individualism, we cannot carve out shared destinies in isolation. We are born not only into a wondrous and mysterious life space but also into communities of interpersonal reliance.”



VIDEO  3   Race and the Cosmos: A Meditation    Dr. Barbara Holmes


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XrCnrGjqZf4
   



FROM DR. HOLMES, A FINAL WORD 

On the need for spiritual companionship  

https://youtu.be/lys4v7TjV1A?si=2XrcV7pbWqxrBqPx





CLOSING PRAYER    by Dr. Barbara Ann Holmes

For the Crises, the disruption of order,

And the plunge into contemplation,

We are grateful.

For the Welcoming Darkness

And the wounds that bring us

To a place of unknowing,

We thank God!

For the nurture of our many villages

Of belonging, we are grateful,

For healing that comes in unexpected ways,

And the imaginative pathways

Of futurism and cosmic rebirth,

Thanks be.     Page 138  Crisis Contemplation 


REFERENCES AND RESOURCES 

Holmes, B. A. (2017). Joy unspeakable: contemplative practices of the black church. (2nd edition). Fortress Press.

Holmes, B. A. (2020). Race and the cosmos : an invitation to view the world differently. Cac Publishing.

Holmes, B.A. (2021). Crisis contemplation: healing the wounded village. Cac Publishing, Center For Action And Contemplation.

Holmes, B. A. (2023). Liberation and the Cosmos. Fortress Press.

Holmes, B. A. (2024). Walking with Our Ancestors. Fortress Press.

Holmes, B.A. (2000). A private woman in public spaces : Barbara Jordan’s speeches on ethics, public religion, and law. Trinity Press International.

Prieto, P. (2025). Unity and Harmony. Orbis Books.

Thorner, I. (1965). Prophetic and Mystic Experience: Comparison and Consequences. Journal for the Scientific Study of Religion, 5(1), 82. https://doi.org/10.2307/1384258

Weisenfeld, J. (1997). African American women and Christian activism: New York’s Black YWCA, 1905-1945. Harvard University Press.

Misogynoir to Mishpat (M2M) Research Network  Uplifting African Descended Women in Religious Scholarship   https://misogynoir2mishpat.wordpress.com/about/

VIDEO 

Experiencing God in the Thin Places with Barbara Holmes | CONSPIRE 2021 | Day One 

https://youtu.be/fVkXNjj7YNI?si=ckxOhU5bl0inv7PI


A History of the Griot In African Society

https://youtu.be/jdxKQkcCtpQ?si=sbYQNuIsbDeR4An_ 

Thursday, August 13, 2026

Upper Room Weekend Liturgy, August 15 and 16, 2026 - Presiders: Clare Julian Carbone and Kathie Ryan

Zoom:   https://us02web.zoom.us/j/82512159155  
phone-in for (audio only).Phone Number: (646) 558-865

This weekend we celebrate the Feast of the Assumption. The Church taught that Mary was assumed into heaven, body and soul.  When we were children, August 15 was a Holy Day of Obligation. Today we come here freely with no obligation other than to love one another.  The first reading and the shared homily are written by our sister priest Clare Julian Carbone.  She has wonderful insights and shares a deep belief that Mary is a co-redemptorist with Jesus and should be honored thus in the church.  Mary and Jesus together balance the feminine and masculine energies in all creation.  Our opening prayer is a sweet reminder of the balance of the divine feminine and divine masculine in all of us. 


Opening Prayer and Song: Shabbat Prayer 


https://youtu.be/LnaZqHy2ZHE?is=Q1YzGqZ-CwvJKuep


LITURGY OF THE WORD


First Reading: A reading from Jung and the Mystery of Mary by Clare Julian Carbone LCSW.


Jung understood that the deeper part of our humanity, the psyche or soul, communicates its intimate longings by way of sacred images, and that the exalted image of Mary being received body and soul into heaven, was doing just that – conveying the soul’s deepest spiritual longing and need.  The dogma of the Assumption, he asserted, was offering an image to humanity that honored the feminine aspect of the soul, which had long suffered great diminishment. Moreover, Jung contended that humanity’s comprehension and implementation of what the soul was attempting to convey via the image of the Assumption, would determine the outcome of human destiny!

The dogma of the Assumption compensates for this by visually representing the soul’s longing to also elevate the female gender and reclaim the long-lost values of the feminine presence. Through Mary, the female being which throughout history has been vilified, demeaned, rendered inferior and voiceless, is now equally honored with the male. She is seen, validated and welcomed into the mystery of the Sacred, thus restoring balance to the divine principals of both feminine and masculine energies.  Regrettably, in its effort to maintain male dominance via the suppression of women’s leadership, the hierarchical Church has censored this meaning and continues to exploit Mary as the model of submission, repression and unquestioning obedience. But Mary’s Spirit is indomitable, and her “truth striving for expression” is being recognized and embraced by many. 


These are the inspired words of Clare Julian Carbone and we affirm them with AMEN!


Gospel Acclamation: Alleluia Misa Delgado Book 1

https://youtu.be/uilfwfd-U_g



Gospel: A reading from the Gospel of Luke 

The parents of Jesus used to go every year to Jerusalem for the feast of the Passover, and when Jesus was 12, they went up for the celebration as was their custom. As they were returning, Jesus remained behind unbeknownst to Mary and Joseph. Thinking that Jesus was with the caravan they continued their journey for a day. Not finding Jesus among their relatives they returned to Jerusalem to find him.

When they found him in the temple, Mary said “why have you done this to us? We have been worried looking for you. Jesus said to them, why were you looking for me?  Did you not know I had to be about my Abba’s business? Mary pondered these things in her heart. Then Jesus went with them.  He grew in wisdom, in years and in favor with God and people alike.

We affirm these words with AMEN!


Shared Homily as written by Clare Julian

 How are we to understand Mary, the mother of Jesus? What does her presence mean for us and how does it serve us? Scripture tells us little of Mary, and some of what it does reveal seems to defy our human reasoning. Perhaps like her, we too are meant “to ponder in our heart” our questions and allow a vast opening for Spirit to inform us inwardly. Her icons and her many titles give us much to contemplate. When I’ve reflected on the icon of the Madonna for instance, the meaning that arose for me was that of the Divine Mother forming the young male child away from the ways of patriarchal domination, and towards the life-enhancing qualities of the Sacred Feminine:  the qualities of merciful forgiveness, empathic presence, intuitive knowing and welcoming compassion. We witness these values as prominent in Jesus’ earthly ministry and Gospel message. Were they formed and nurtured within his human consciousness by way of Mary’s maternal care.  

Over the years, I personally have grown in my love and devotion of Mary, as an embodiment of the Sacred Feminine, as Universal Mother, as holding the potential, with Christ, to heal our world of its many divisions, its violence, its mindless treatment of the earth and one another. I offer this reflection as an encouragement for your own continued exploration of Mary’s meaning for you.  If invoked, I believe, she will come, nurture, bless, guide, inspire and heal us. 


Statement of Faith 

We believe in the Holy One, a divine mystery
beyond all definition and rational understanding,
the heart of all that has ever existed,
that exists now, or that ever will exist.

We believe in Jesus, messenger of the Divine Word,
bringer of healing, heart of Divine compassion,
bright star in the firmament of the Holy One's
prophets, mystics, and saints.

We believe that We are called to follow Jesus
as a vehicle of divine love,
a source of wisdom and truth,
and an instrument of peace in the world.

We believe in the Spirit of the Holy One,
the life that is our innermost life,
the breath moving in our being,
the depth living in each of us.

We believe that the Divine kin-dom is here and now,
stretched out all around us for those
with eyes to see it, hearts to receive it,
and hands to make it happen.


LITURGY OF THE EUCHARIST

Prayers of the Community


 As we prepare for the sacred meal, we bring to the table our prayers and intentions:  


We pray for these and all unspoken prayers of our hearts. Amen.


Eucharistic Prayer

 

With open hands and hearts let us pray our Eucharistic Prayer together:

 

All: O Holy One you have sent prophets and messengers to show us the way-Abraham, Sarah and Hagar, Moses and Jesus, Buddha and Mohammad, Hildegard and Teresa, Oscar and Dorothy, and all of us here and now who celebrate this liturgy today. 


Everything we do, we do together with You. We cannot be without You. We cannot be without each other. You are made visible in this world with our acts of love and kindness. With grateful hearts we raise our voices and sing:


Holy, Holy: Here in This Place by Christopher Grundy

https://youtu.be/sgkWXOSGmOQ 


All: Holy One, slowly this world is moving toward oneness. Your pattern of Love is in everything and there are messages of Love in every pattern.  Help us to stand with each other in  love and suffering.  The pain of one, is the pain of all.  May we co-create with You and restore balance and harmony in our world. 

Please extend your hands in blessing.

We are ever aware of your Spirit in us and among us at this Eucharistic table and we are grateful for this bread and wine which reminds us of our call to be the body of Christ in the world. 


On the night before he died Jesus did more than ask us to remember him.  He showed us how to live when he washed the feet of his friends.


lift the bread 


All: At the table, he took the Bread, spoke the grace, broke the bread and offered it to them saying:  


Take and eat of the Bread of Life

Given to strengthen you

Whenever you remember me like this

Go and share your love with one another.  (pause)


 lift the cup 


ALL:  Jesus then raised a cup of blessing, spoke the grace saying:

Take and drink of the covenant

Made new again through my life in you.

Whenever you remember me like this,

I am among you.

We share this bread and cup to proclaim and live the gospel of justice and peace.   Please receive this bread with the words: We are One in the Divine.

Communion Song:   Islamo-Christian Ave by Tania Kassis

https://youtu.be/IhwJpac61Dg?si=VETWMdRUNxHZqJTu



Post-Communion Prayer


ALL: Holy One we know you as the voice of kindness within us and the constant hope that lives in our hearts. We are grateful for the gift of your Spirit, always drawing beauty and balance out of chaos. And like Jesus, 

Standing where he stood,

and for what he stood, 

and with whom he stood,

we are united in your Spirit

now and forever.  Amen.


Prayer of Jesus

 

Let us pray together the prayer of Jesus: 

 

O Holy One who is within, around and among us, 
We celebrate your many names. 
Your wisdom come; your will be done, 
unfolding from the depths within us. 
 Each day you give us all that we need. 
You remind us of our limits and we let go. 
You support us in our power, and we act with courage. 
For you are the dwelling place within us, 
the empowerment around us, 
and the celebration among us,  
now and forever.  Amen.

Adapted by Miriam Therese Winter 


 All: Loving Source of our being, we are called to live the gospel of peace and love. This is our faith, to embrace life, to increase love, to have courage to be and walk into the mystery of your presence.


BLESSING


Please extend your hands and pray our blessing together.

 

May you know you are one with all creation, and our God is not a noun but a verb to be lived.   Love intentionally, love extravagantly, love unconditionally. Our world waits in the darkness for the light that is you.  Amen.

 

Closing Song: I Am the One – Janis Ian, video by Denise Hackert-Stoner

https://youtu.be/83CKYR9uyFI